"Tears of My Soul"... Coming Soon

Hey beloveds, for those who have been asking, my debut book is in it's final stages. I don't have a exact date yet but I will keep you inform. I will be having a book release party for "Tears of My Soul". This project has been along time coming so I do hope everyone will enjoy it. So keep a look out beloveds, "Tears of My Soul" is on it's way.

Ton-zae

Tyrese And Wife Divorcing

Looks like it’s the end of the line for Tyrese’s ex, Norma. Babydaddies around the world are rejoicing. According to the docs, Norma doesn’t get a piece of any of Tyrese’s possessions — not his production company, cars, or his house … nothing.
The prenup does state that Norma would get a lump sum of $50,000 for every year they were married maxed out at 10 years. The couple was only married 10 months.
Beloved this is evilll! The prenup says that if either side files for separation or divorce, Norma has to move out of the house within 60 days — or else Tyrese can get a court order to make her move out.
Damn…I know the child will be taken care of, but what is the wife really entitled to when the marriage is only 10 months long? Oh, well!! Better luck next time Norma.

Bea Arthur/ Rev. Timothy Wright

Well Beloveds I'm sad to tell you all that on this past Saturday, Bea Arthur lost her battle with cancer. We all grew to love her as the strong woman named Dorothy Zbornak on "The Golden Girls." Her career spanned over seven decades as comedian, actor, and singer. She had been awarded two Emmys for her extraordinary work on "Maude" and "Golden Girls. Arthur won a Tony award in 1966 for her role in the play, "Mame"who she co-starred alongside Angela Lansbury. Arthur was an advid animal rights advocate also. She was loved by all and will truly be missed. I imagine that she and Estelle are setting up there just laughing, having a great time. Bea was 86 years old.

Also Grammy-nominated gospel singer and New York pastor, Rev. Timothy Wright, dead at 61. He die late Thursday. Wright had been fighting for his life since a fatal car accident in July 2008 that his wife and grandson were killed in. Rev. Wright is known as "The Godfather of Gospel."Wright was the pastor of the Brooklyn-based ministry, Grace Tabernacle Christian Center Church of God in Christ. There are musicals and home going services schedule from Sunday through Tuesday. For more information on services go to myspace.com/timothywright.

Another Broken Promise

Well beloveds here is another poem by me. Hope you like.


Another Broken Promise


When I met you I thought it would be
Forever, you promised me it would
But again another broken promise
On yet another day

It wasn’t your fault this I know
But it still hurts like hell that you had to go
I’ve tried to understand but my
Heart will not allow

I’ve asked why this is so
That you had to go away but again
Another broken promise on yet another day

I remember how you’ll say
I love you and I’ll never let you go
You held me close in the night
And whispered sweet nothings and made it alright

Now as I lay here all broken and confused
I here nothing but silence
No words, no arms, and no you
Then I remembered another
Broken promise on yet another day

As you were leaving me I remembered
Your last words; “I love you and I’m
Sorry for another broken promise
On yet another day”

I realize we can’t cheat death
So my love I forgive you
For another broken promise
On yet another day



Ton-zae

I'm Still Here/My Cry

Hey beloveds I've been gone a minute now but I had to let you all know I'm still here. Normally I would post information on current events and news, but tonight I decided against that. I want to talk about me for a bit. The last few weeks I have been down in my spirit, feeling very depressed. The economy has been knocking me around leaving bruises and scars. The more I try to succeed the more I seem to fail. My spiritual state has been in shambles as well as my mental state. I'm depressed all the time feeling like I have no self worth. My bills are stacking up while my money is declining. My prayers seem to go unheard, why me lord? I ask over and over. But I get no response. My life to me is falling apart mentally, spiritually, emotionally, and physically. I need help. Some days I feel like giving up and let whatever is be. I give encouraging words and motivational speeches to many people, but yet I'm falling apart. Is there someone lord who can motivate and encourage me? I need an understanding ear from time to time. Being strong for others is draining me of any strength to push myself forward. There is so much I want to tell you guys but the time is not right yet. Whenever God releases me to tell more I will, because you all may be inspired by some of the events in my life. The good and the bad. Just know that I'm still here bruised and scarred. I'm broken yet mendable, I'm sad yet faithful, and I'm down but upliftable. I did meet a young man recently that has a remarkable story.He has given me strength to stand and continue my fight to survive all that this world has thrown at me. His story will encourage many, I'm so thankful for meeting him when I did. He has blessed me without even knowing it and I'm sure his story and determination will bless you all too. Just stay tuned to my blog because I will be introducing him on here very soon.

Be bless beloveds,

Ton-zae

Whitney Is Coming!

Everybodies been waiting for some time for Whitney to make her come back, well she is on her way. R. Kelly has written a beautiful song for her and I know she is going to kill it. Maybe not like the old Whitney but she still is going to kill it. Let's hope for the best, make us proud Whitney!! Check out some of the lyrics to the song below. You also can hear R. Kelly singing the song on lalate.com.

Lyrics:
As I lay me down Heaven hear me now

I’m lost without a cause After giving it my all
winter’s storm has come and darkened my sun

After all that we’ve been through

Who on earth can I turn to
I look to you I look to you
After all my strength is gone

In you I can move on
I look to you I look to you
And when melodies are gone

In you I hear a song
I look to you

Pop Winans Dies

The patriarch of the award-winning gospel music family, David "Pop" Winans Sr., died Wednesday morning. He was 76. Winans died at a Nashville hospice, where he had been since January after suffering a heart attack and stroke last October, a Los Angeles public relations company representing the family said in a statement. In 1999, Winans was nominated for a Grammy for his solo CD "Uncensored." He and his wife Delores, known as Mom Winans, were nominated for their CD "Mom & Pop Winans" in 1989. She was at his bedside when he died, the statement said. He was the father of gospel duo BeBe and CeCe Winans and the group, The Winans who recording such songs as "Ain't No Need to Worry" featuring Anita Baker. Services are set for Tuesday and Wednesday in Detroit.

The New Look of American Royality

Bristol Palin dumped....Naomi bitchin!!!

No more smiles for Gov. Sarah Palin's daughter, Bristol and Levi Johnson. The couple broke off their engagement 3 months after the baby was born. Just like I assumed, they only got engaged to make it look good for the campaign. Levi didn't love her he just wanted the p*&@y....lol!! Now that the Palin's didn't make it as the 2nd family of the country, Levi has bounced. Way to go Levi your five minutes of fame has been shattered.

Well here's some more bullsh**t. Naomi Campbell is making more allegations about all the discrimination in the modeling industry which we all know that it is true; but b&^ch why are you complaining? You have been a supermodel for some time now, it's time for you to get like Tyra;"Start a new career!" Like boxing since you like fighting. Damn! Naomi, kick rocks girl.

Jamie Foxx Rumbles With Stalker

A man claiming to be Beyonce's producer has been arrested for allegedly stalking actor Jamie Foxx while he was in Philly shooting a movie. Jamie Foxx was staying at the AKA Hotel on S. 18 Street while filming the movie "Law Abiding Citizen," reports CBS station KYW-TV in Philly.According to KYW-TV, 49-year-old Steven Toliver allegedly attempted to break into Foxx's hotel room on three separate occasions. The three incidents occurred on March 22, 27, and 31. Sources said on one occasion, Foxx physically struggled with Toliver and had to push him out of his hotel room. Foxx's security guards spotted the man several days after the incidents near the movie set and he was taken into police custody.The suspect is facing numerous charges, including burglary. Sources said Toliver has 24 prior arrests. Well seems like this man wants to be the "The Hound"....lol and Jamie is the "Fox." Stop fighting him off Jamie he just wants to play.

HIV/AIDS IN BALTIMORE

Recent studies show that Baltimore ranks number 2 in the country for the most HIV/AIDS related cases. Being a resident of Baltimore it saddens me to see such high numbers. The Baltimore City Commission on HIV and AIDS points "hot zones" by zip codes. These areas that have been pointed out are poor and suffering with poverty. It's where a lot of drug abuse and sex for hire is taking place. The city does a lot to promote safe sex and educate the communities on HIV/AIDS, but it's up to us as individuals to practice safer sex acts. We have to become more responsible for our actions. There are too many resources in the communities for the numbers to keep rising. Ads, commercials, billboards, and news articles are everywhere promoting safe sex and testing center; "So why the hell can't we stop this madness?" Get a damn grip people!! HIV/AIDS are still killing us so get f**king tested. Know your status and save a damn life!